Monday, May 29, 2006
Days have passed And still no sign of us Not a hint of what used to be When you lived in that part of meThis blinding silence Lives in every room Of what once was a happy home Now we're sitting here all alone Could this be that it was all a lie And we're just afraid to say goodbye? Am I the only one Who sees what we've become? I see no sense in going on Or asking what went wrong We sit and stare at what could be We both just grew apart, you see And through no fault of our own It's our house but not a home It's strange to know There's truth in what I say Baby, I know you feel the same And the truth is no one's to blame Two lonely dreamers Playing by the rules All we thought of was me and you Now we're faced with the simple truth I'd love to say that this is all a lie But that just means I'm scared to say goodbye Days have passed And still no sign of us Not a hint of what used to be When you lived in that part of me my head hurts.
no idea whats with the frequent headaches and breaking out in cold sweat.
it feels terrible.
someone chop off my head please.
3years ago, i was ignored for 3weeks by someone whom i loved deeply.
till now, the feelings of helpless-ness and desperate-ness are painfully raw.
it's like a permanent nightmare, here to stay.
i'm agony aunt almost everyday.
yet i cant even handle my own problems.
people are asking me why shit happen to them.
honestly, i wish i knew.
cuz i cant even provide any answers to my own.
this feeling sucks.
save me.
take me with you
8:01 PM
